Life moves on...

Well hi all,

Guess it's been a long time since I've posted.

So here is the run down in my life since the last posting.

Starting from the beginning, well Q1 which is the tallest residential building was BASE jumped by a group of friends, (I will not admit that I was involved as this could be used against me then).

Whilst I am working for a large non banking mortgage company that have kept me busy with projects after projects, so I'm not going to talk about that as that is totally boring.

I have been going out with friends, or should I say some are close friends others are just hangers always wanting something or using you for something, but I kind of don't mind as they can be fun to hang with some of the time when that are not trying to impress you with there stupid behaviour.

My VW Passat 4Motion has gotten new feet now 18' rims with Yokohama Z58 high performance low profilers, she has also had the chip upgrade and a complete titanium exhaust system.

Two Thursday's ago the Gold Coast was hammered by one of the worst storms in a very long time, it caused flooding and lives were lost, but it also produced some of the biggest swells and waves to shore, a group of us went to D'Bah and sneaked to the shore as all beaches were closed, we paddled out into 16 - 20 foot swells, we surfed for about 5 hours, and got fined when we finally came back to the shore, but the $150 fine was well worth it, as i haven't seen surf like that in a long time.

I have had so looses with friends either dying or deciding I not worth being there friend. A very dear friend passed away two weeks ago from cancer, she was only 26 years of age, this has effected me a little as she was so full of life even though she knew she was dying. Then there is Brian a good friend from overseas who was struck by a car, his wife spoke to me with regards to this incident, he was alive for 3 hours in hospital before passing away, I morn the lose of him for his family, as Michelle now has to raise there 2 childern by herself now. I was also again touched by learning of another 2 friends dying in the London terrorist attack.

And for those who know me, also knew I was married and had a bad devoirce, well I feel for my younger brother right now as he is now being put through this, but what makes it worse though is there is 3 young childern involved.

I also have a friend that thinks I was making a pass at her and in doing so have now lost her as a friend, that pains me a little, but then she wasn't a friend if she couldn't just tell so i could explain that, that wasn't the case at all.

And to top things of with all the bad crap. I love love a person very dearly, but it looks as if all we do is hurt each other, I won't go in to it fully as I respect her and love her. So again I have made a mistake and I guess I broke my promise, in the sense that I said I wouldn't hurt her again, yes we have been together once before, and i suppose I have hurt her this time round. But it seems we don't know where our middle ground is for each other. So I have said bye, I guess very long distance relationships just don't work.

Well I will try to keep this blog happening again, and I apologise for not keeping it up.

DazmanJunket bailing for today.